Please enlighten me what the purpose of military and what my deficiencies are sir. I would like to learn the military way.Like or not like has nothing to do with it. But, in my opinion, the tone and content of your posts here and on other sites indicate that you do not know what the military does, do not understand its purpose, make no real effort to correct those deficiencies or are unable to do so, and, seemingly, appear to present as one who is unsuitable to be in the military. If I was still serving and you presented yourself as you have on these means to me as a potential recruit to serve in my unit (and yes, I did at one time command a reserve unit) you would not be enrolled.
As @Kirkhill more kindly put it "the CAF is a learning experience". It can provide a tremendous opportunity for young people to experience personal growth and positive emotional experiences. It can help one mature and know oneself better, strengthen resiliency, improve coping skills, and learn to take pride in self and your associations. In other words, discipline.
But it doesn't do that for everyone. Potential recruits have to meet some basic requirements. Some are very obvious; meeting minimum educational, physical and medical standards. Others not so glaringly obvious; personality and psychological. Based on how you've so far presented yourself here, I think you would fall short on meeting those requirements.