VAC just received my Disability Benefits appication for one of my eligible health conditions (one of..Lol). I'm curious and furious that I could be eligible for Mental Health Benefits "ONLY' from the date they received my application. I've been seeing a Social Worker for the last 3 years because of my mental state where I was at the point of taking my life. It took me one year to trust and actually see my Social Worker in person. Another year to agree to having an Assessment done which assessed me during the time my best friend died and another just took his life. I came back from Afghanistan - denied having any Mental issues like PTSD because I didn't fit the description or at least I didn't think. I tried to get help numerous times but either was told I was ok or when I wrote and told someone doing a survey it disappeared. I have been fighting demons for the last 16 years, losing it, zoning out, hiding, suicide thoughts, you name it - yes, i didn't trust the Medical side. I don't know of I'll receive anything - I just want to be covered if I continue to see a Social Worker when I get out or things go crazy. My condition has not been dealth with - its going to bed around 01:30 when I'm exhausted and wakening up 4-5 hours later in a sweat or panic state - for the last 16 years. My family has dealth with alot but, no medical/social worker understands that. I've been in denial for years but finally accepted my condition - only to be told nothings wrong! I sometimes think...